susahnye~

morning ollsssssss...agaiin siku gatal di pagi jumaat yg aman damai...:)ntah lah ape nk tulis utk entry hari ni...tapi based on title tu rasa mcm nk share ape yg sy rasa lah...susah kan nk jd org yg SABAR...susah kn nak jd yg TERBAIK...susah kan nk PUAS kn hati seme org..susah kn nk PENDAM je ape yg kita rasa...hurmmm...bnyk lg lah bnda yg susah...mmg lah klau nk senang kena bnyk USAHA kn..but then,sape je yg akan memahami usaha kita tu??sape je yg akan really care about our FEELING...kan best klau ada plihan jwpan...senang nk bulat kan A/B/C/D/E....tapi nak pilih pun kena fikir pnjang gak...huh!semakin meningkat umur..semakin bnyk benda perlu ditanggung risiko nye sndiri~dan sampai terfikir,ape yg kita lakukan ni mcm kita memperjudikan hidup kita...we dont know either it wrong or right, either it loss or profit....need to try n error...baru blh tahu the result..one thing life ni mcm puzzle game...kdg3 kita perlu cantum kan bhgian tepi dulu..kdg3 bhgian tengah lg mudah cantum...semenye perlukan masa n bnyk bnda perlu dikorbankn....hurmmmmm.....hopefully sy mampu menjadi yg TERBAIK even bnyk kepahitan yg perlu ditelan dahulu sblm bercinta bdgn KEJAYAAN..huhu

Best quotes~

#When you stop trying to find the right man and start 
becoming the right woman, the right man will find his way to 
you

#When you help someone, you make them feel good, but
you make yourself feel even better
       
                   


#I'm cute enough to make you look twice, sweet enough but
not too nice, I'm a little crazy but not too wild; just 
enough to make you smile.

#Don't torture yourself over the past. Use it


as a teacher. Whatever happened to you 


in the past, has only prepared you for now

WINNER~

ALHAMDULILLAH.......thanks ALLAH for the biggest give ever....alhamdulillah...entry sblm ni, sy bersedih n berdukacita serta hampir nak give up...but dgn berkat sokongan, n doa dr org sekeliling serta REZEKI darinya,alhamdulillah kemenangan itu milik kita semua...thanks.... 


ALLAh tu maha adil..yes,absolutely...pada awl nye kami x mnjngka kn kemenangan ni...bcoz of,ape yg kami prepare dlm masa 3 bulan tu,40% xblh nak display masa present tu..movie,picture,hyperlinks n so on mmg cant open it...seriously terrible.....juz imagine system failure n we cant show it to panel juri...sedih sgt time tu....sgt3 down...but than im still need to continue my presentation bcoz of i remember that IBU say...what ever happen,carry on n settle it nicely....this is AMANAH yg sy kena pikul....plus ALLAH xsuka kn pd org yg pecah amanah...so berbekal kan kekuatan yg masih berbaki....i try my best to finish all those slide...huhuhu....min,my group members who responsible to change slide, control the slide with linangan air mata.....huhu...sedih kan....b4 start the presentation bkn we oll x check slide...more than 3 times kami try...its okay n work...but then ntah mcm mana xblh nak display...ada hikmah di sebalik nye...huhuhu....


firstly when our slide dh buat prangai...ramai je audience yg sok sek kt blkng..xkurang jgk ada snyum sinis....hurmmmmm..mmg down lah time tu.....hanya Allah je tahu ape rasa dlm hati.....tapi bila panel juri keep make eye contact with me n try to pressure me..then i realize that.....diorang nak uji n cabar kredibiliti yg kami ada as a students.....so xblh mngalah..trus kan eye contact dgn juri (especially datuk amir) buat3 condifent konon...hehehe...after that naemah present the crucial part....money..money..money...after that i carry on smpai abis..alhamdulillah dah abis....even tearful..hehehe..yg penting kita dah laksanakan amanah yg diberikan..right??


xperlu tunggu lama pun for the result...xsmpai 15minit after present result dah pun dapat....heart pounding very fast...klah fast n furrios....hak3....personally i juz expect to be no.3 or 2....hopefully lah kan....so pengerusi majlis meneruskan agenda...okay nervous sgt ye...tempat ke-4 n ke-3 dah disebut...so blh senyum pahit lah utk tempat ke-2....tapi a miracle happen again apabila she said the winner is INNOVATOR consultation........a millliiiiiiiionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn syukur to ALLAH that give us the best thing after DIA try us dgn plbgai dugaan n cabaran......terasa mcm nk cubit3 je pp org di kiri n kanan...to make sure that im not dreaming...huhuhu...ALHAMDULILLAH......n kemenangan ini mmg khas utk org yg sntiasa menyokong kami,xhenti3 mendoakan kjayaan kami.....thanks~

~27032012~

saya kena KUAT!

                today merupakan antara hari yg worst lah pd sy ea....ntah lah....setelah semlm mnghabiskan tenaga dgn mcm3 perkara, so dgn harapan hari ni akan lebih baik....but....its totally nope...bermula dr pg lg kena pg kilang...dgn tujuan utk mngambil brg di sana...owner yg kata brg tu ada kat kilang..but then bila dh smpai...lain plak jd nye...brg tu pd org lain lah konon nye.....padahal brg tu xwujud pun di kwsan itu....sgt sedih tau...dipermainkan sprti itu...

          
ok then rushing blik USM smula pasal kul 11 ada klass...so juz imagine k...abis je klass ada prjmpaan dgn pnsyrh...pasal SME lah...huhu...dpt tahu plak flash x siap lg....huhu...dah mula stress skit..tp tkpe lah...after tu g mkn n cari bag utk cenderamata...okay setelah pusing 1 USm then jumpa..alhamdulillah....okay after solat n rest jap, pg lah ke bilik persidangan pasal ada rehearsal...sesampai je kt blik tu,ada lah 2-3 org members group lain...masuk3 je kami dh di attack dgn mcm2 question...smpai soalan yg xptut tnya pun mereka tnya...takpe,saya lyn lg....
              
setelah itu,smpai lah turn group sy utk tunjuk kn slide...but the SENTAP part apabila adalah members group lain mengutuk produk kami..dpn3 plak tu...maybe for them its just a joke..but for me....its my pride...huhuhuhu.....sabar lg...after that adalah advisor group lain yg tegur pasal slide kami...a lot of thanks...but the way dia tegur tu mcm nk mnjatuhkan maruah org....sgt SEDIH....

            
 cant control my feeling....xde lah..dah lah seme bnda kita nk kena fikir n settle kan...n then without backup dr sape3....so mcm mna hati sy yg kecil ni x terasa....huhuhu...mmg dh xblh tahan...so amik phone n g toilet..call ibu smbil nangis3.....teruk sgt....ibu bg mcm2 nasihat yg sgt melegakan....               
tapi bila difikirkan balik,ape slh saya n group sy pada kamu3 ye???sy xprnah kutuk produk or usaha anda semua...sy xprnah buat anda jd musuh....jadi kenapa anda nk jatuhkan sy di saat kemuncak....esok dah FINAL tau....so kenapa nak bg give up????        
   but nasib baik sy masih punya IBU,rkn yg sgt mmbntu(NAEMAH) n mr.timba.....diorg lh yg brainwash sy smpai sy sedar n bangkit semula....sy kena BALAS jasa mereka n buat sehabis baik...supaya kebenaran berpihak pd kami.....




guys,DOAkan kami berjaya ye.agr dpt kami buktikan kami mampu lakukan yg terbaik walau pelbagai halangan dan dugaan yg berselang seli dlm hidup ni.....usaha sudah,jadi sekrg kita serahkan segalanya pd yang maha ESA...insyallah DIA akn permudahkan jln3 kita..amin~

unexpected

hai olss...sihat x semua???hope so lah kn....me?opkos lah sehat...brtambah sehat yer..hehehehe(gelak gatals)..

23032012---->bersejarah ke???xde lah sampai masuk book of records kan..but then...its a most happiest day...even though di siang hari nye rushing dgn all those crazy things...huh!

 

actually that day,mr.timba ada kt penang....bkn lah melancong atau buang angin yer..tetapi dtg ats urusan kerja.....at first memang really3 excited lah bila mr.timba ada kt penang kn..tapi xde lah plak hope can meet him...we still text as usual...sdg3 asyk text then mr.timba ckp that nite nak meet me...wahhhhh...punya lah excited..nsb baik x buat larian pecut di pdg USM..hehehehe....hiperbola sgt tu...hak3...but..but..but...bkn kami keluar brdua je tau...dgn our schoolmates...besties lah kiranye...baru lah meriah kan...rasa neves yg membuak3 pun blh dikawal...fuhhh...selamat...hehehe....yg paling di luar jngkaan nyer...blh plak ibu ngan abh kasi green light....siap x call lah mlm tu..ishhh3..musykil3....xde lah berdate sakan kan..juz g mkn(mr.timba payungkan...wwweewwitt),lepaking,round3 n then balik...xde lah all nite long kan..but its still sweet...n cant forget it..hahahaha...another thing, sempat lg wish besday utk his mom....hehehe...all in one okey....siap dapat pesanan penaja lah...."jgn balik lewat sgt yer"...hehehe...padan muka...tu lah bjalan smpai x hengat hostel kan...btw, im happy with u...thanks~

nnt klau mr.timba bca entry ni...mst dia akn ckp--------->ntah pape...hehehehe..

pastu kena balas mcm ni------> :-p

understanding~

haiii olls...morning....pepagi cuti ni harus lah rmai yg membz kan diri topup tido kan...hehe...but today need to pg kilang n buat sikit cleaning n cat mengecat...so xdpt lah nak topup tido or wat eva kn...its okay lah....i need to fulfill amanah yg diberikan oleh SMEcorp n owner kilang kan...so lets work bebeh!!!!but bkn lah nak story pasal ape yg we oll need to do today...but i love to share about my mr.timba...he call me mrs.bz n i call him mr.relax...n yes mmg sy mngaku that im really3 bz lately nie.... bila dh bz harus lh  have a few things that i cant  hold alone...so mr.timba a.k.a mr.relax lah tmpt luahan perasaan kan...harus lah...hehehe...but u know what, even mr.timba ni very silent person but he is a very3 good listener n adviser...just imagine how he can handle people like me--->talkative....sometime kalau mrs.bz ni hilang sbr or kering idea...mr.relax lah yg tlong settle kan...mmg lah mr.relax xckp straight to da point...but everything yg dikatakan itu adalah something that meaningful which is make us settle down everything...n the most interesting part,mr.timba lah yg bnyk bg info n share general knowledge dgn I....see how good mr.timba..padahal ape bnda happen pun dia RELAX je....klau mrs.bz....dah lama menggelabah x hengat dunia..hehehehe...so now baru lah I realize yg our partner dicipta bukan utk kita nilai....but adalah utk dilengkapi serta dibimbing...so guys....ape yg org tua kita slalu pesan tu,adalah sbb nye...so now dh paham lah serba sedikit about life...hehe...guys...my members pun dh sampai....have a good weekend ya...:-)

busily

assalamualaikum....hye olls..lame dah kan I xgatal siku.well,sgt memBZ kan diri...march 2012 is the most challenging month for me...ye lah juz imagine nak survive with assgnment,class,xtvt, n final project for sme-university program.....boleh dikatakan bulan march ni adalah bulan kepunyaan sme-university program..hari3 kena mengadap beliau...huh!kadang2 sampai stress level paling kronik lah...hahahaha....4 sure lah mcm3 feeling ada kan--->penat+sedih+give up+happy+excited+fight+sentap+spoil n so on lah...bila dah feeling td blend together mesti haru biru kan org kt sekeliling....life mmg haruslah kelam kabut sekejap kn...ye lah..mana nk topup tido,mana nk curi time utk lyn mr.future, bila nak mkn,mana nk buat magik dgn assgnment,...huhuhuhu....now baru realize yg SUSAH nye nk be the BEST among the best.......but...but..but.....a trilion THANKS to my beloved parents, mr.timba n friends(naemah,husna n hana especially)....hari3 duk bg support n try to understand me(even kena  leteran, perli memerli,perang memerangi dll..) without them, mmg I LOST my way....so bcoz of them jugak lah now I learn a lot about human behavior, patient, acceptance, tolerate, making decision n many more positive things... Im promise that i will give full commitment n effort to make sure our group WIIINNNNNNNNNNNNN the competition!yeah!!!!so pray for us n wait the result on 27 march 2012....

things that a perfect guy would do

1. Known how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humour.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason

source:copy paste

p/s:mr.timba, ada dah  criteria utk jd perfect guy ni..hehehehe

bersamamu~

yes...now we are buddies....bersamamu...hehehe...iklan jap....skrg kita dah ada no digi buddies....saje beli suka2...mr.timba yg proposed benda alah ni...setelah diteliti n dikaji,bnyk jgak benefit nye utk kami...so kami pun membeli lah ini simcard.....tujuan nye????hehehehe....ade lah....no need to know lah..klau paham..gud...hehehe..but the most interesting part is...no phone kami x jauh beza...almost same...016***4410....comel kan..actually last 3 numbers its refer to something...hehehe...also secret...hehehe..k guys...so klau u oll pnya encik chenta propose digi buddies ni should use lah...bnyk benefit..seriously..nak tahu ape dia pnya benefits??google or pg je stall yg jual number3 ni ea...kompem u oll will teruja..hehehehe...

owhh bushan!

hai ols....huhuhuhuhu...sadis kan tgok entry....sobs....rasa mcm nak balik umah pun ade....lain betul rasa bosan kt sini dgn kat umah....klau kt umah at least bila dh bushan blh perang dgn adik kan..hohohohoho..but kat cni....dun know what to do...seriously jadik mcm aym berak kapur...xpun katak bawah tempurung...mcm xkena je peribahasa tu...but then takpelah...anggap je betul yer...hak3...can someone bg idea ape nak di buat...huhu...nak kuar outing xberteman...kalau kuar sesorang mmg xkn di approve oleh mr.timba lah kn...so dr kena mrh baik duduk diam je lah kn....huhuhu......nak kacau mr.timba xsmpai hati plak kan...ye lah seharian dia kat hospital n then dgn xtdo n without enough rest...so mmg xkan lah sy mnganggu kn....let him have a good rest kn....so....so....so......saya BOSAN....arghhhhh!what to do guys???nk tido mmg xmampu dah..smpai saiz mata pon berubah kpada bentuk yg lbh kecil...hehehehe....so lets think ape yg akan dibuat...huhhuhuhuhuhu....

never~

*NEVER believe in 3 people : Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces.
----------------------------------->They are the most selfish and mean.




*NEVER lose 3 people : Taurus, Cancer, Capricorn. 
--------------------------->They are the most sincere and true lovers.




*NEVER leave 3 people : Virgo, Libra, Scorpio. 
------------------------------>They can keep secrets, friendship , and they can see your tears.




*NEVER reject 3 people : Leo, Gemini, Aquarius .
------------------------------>They are true, honest friends. :)

anda??

Erti Bulan Lahir Anda °

1.Jan → Setia- Egois

2.Feb → sImPeL - Ramah

3.Mac → Keras kepala - Berani

4.AprIL → sETiA - Susah dI cari ganti

5.Mei → Jujur - Penyayang

6.Jun → Menarik - Keras kepala

7.JuLy → Dewasa - Setia

8.Ogos → SIMpEL - cute

9.Sept → ganjil - pelik

10.Okt → Manja - Baik

11.Nov → eGoIs - MeNarIK

12.Dis → Ceria - setia

saya disember...dia oktober...kamu???? :)