Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Entah



assalamualaikum....morning olllssss........dah ready2 nak g kerja ke?btw,today punya class on 9-11 was CANCEL...yabedabedu......plus dgn kesejukan yg tiada penghujungnye akibat hujan dr semalam ke hari ni yg x henti3.....so 4 sure lah nak mandi pun malas kn..hihihi...dont worry ea....still mongi pasal x sempat pun nk menghasilkan peluh...ahaks........entry nampak happy je kan....(maunye x hepi...klass cancel....hari yg mnyejukkan.....)
TAPI entah lah..dalam kepala+hati+perut.....berselirat masalah......satu persatu mcm puzzle...bercantum2.....sometime its about heart feeling....sometime its toooooo burden for my head.....mmg betul hidup ni x cantik klau xde halangan n dugaan....tapi kdg2 rasa x tertanggung dek tubuh ni.....huhuhuhu...lagi menyakitkan bila kita x tahu nak kongsi dgn sape...mmmmm....kdg2 mmg ada je tempat luahan perasaan.....n mereka maybe blh jd pendengar yg setia....tp diorang x mampu ada di sisi kita bila kita perlukan mereka....kdg3 mereka ni jugak mendengar n mengkritik....kdg3 mereka mendengar n langsung xnak faham.....tp tolong dgr pun dh alhamdulillah kan....yg paling sentap...bila x nak dgr trus...huh!sampai hati  tau.....
entah lah....bila smpai satu tahap,rasa mcm give up sgt......hopeless....rasa dah xnak teruskan perjuangan ni semua....xkisah lah perjuangan dlm ape bntuk pun....dah rasa mcm nak duk diam3 n duduk dlm dunia sendiri....so i will no interrupt others life.....huhuhuhu...after my late garandmother, tears was the good friends for me....tears will make me calm...YES! i am supper dupper SENSITIVE person....even nampak strong enough kt luaran but.....u dont know mine yet....utk people around me,sorry for inconvenient.....hurmmmmm~





happy tuesday~

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